Dream A Little Dream

You never expect that someday, the dream that only appears in your dream will somehow make a move in reality. With a short sentence such as 'Hey, I've an idea for a project' which I tell on Windows Live Messenger - my little baby: POTENSI - did a move.

Lessons learned in the past few months which I was busy working for it are:

• You've gone this far. There's no turning back. No matter how little the steps you've made - it's a move.
• Efforts won't betray you.
• Once you're passionate about passion - you'll work for it no matter how hard.
• Vision is far more important than how cool the project gonna be. It's about what actually I want to be shared between each Indonesian youngsters.
• I'm proud to know other 30 passionate young people who work with me in this preparation.
• 170 days to go, and you know everything will be alright.

Everything will be alright as long as we're pray for it, right people? I miss all of you, so much. I promise you I'll write again whenever I've a spare time to share. I really have a lot of lessons to be shared. Just like 'The Elements', the challenge of being ourselves, and also the challenge to be true. So talk to you later.

Escape-s

I'm sorry for skipping a lot of posts here in my blog. So well, I've come back. Where did I go, lately:

1. Mid-term tests. Well, this is a cliche reason actually. But I should state it to you, those tests were the doors of hell.
2. I'm signing a contract as a freelance designer for another make-up producers, and the project was so exciting yet difficult at once. I slept in the morning for the past 2 months.
3. Working for the other project, #POTENSI Festival. Most of you might have known this thing. And now we're preparing for our pre-events, and of course for the D-day. God, I feel sick. Time flies so fast.
4. I'm working for my high school's student council. Yeah, this is another cliche. Next.
5. I don't know what to write. Seriously.
   
   
   Okay, people. A person who writes about inspiration also able to has the period of writer's block. I know, inspirations aren't pretty - they often piss us off. Maybe in this post, I want to share something that happened in my life. And I've been thinking if anyone of you want to read it. But I still write anyway, I do.
   
   
6. Tumblr and Twitter has stolen my heart.

If you miss my writings so bad (I can be a little bit narcissistic too, eh?), go here: 

Tumblr: Alexithymia's Tale       |         Twitter: @KeziaGabriella

Everyone needs escape, people. And those micro-blogging sites are my escapes. Have you ever been in the worst period of your life, when you feel like you have a lack of inspiration? That's what I'm talking about. I think, being a high schooler will give me a more dynamic life, where I can find myself to live a real 'life'. The life I've been talking about, is the life that I can enjoy without fake anything.

But, I will claim this honestly, the 'life' that will make you feel alive, is the life in your childhood. I should second every minutes for sure.

100 Things Come From Boredom

Found this in Judy's blog.

BOLD what applies to you:

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.

02. You have been in a serious relationship before.

03. You own an iPod of some sort.

04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.

05. You drink too much alcohol.

06. You have been to the Olive Garden.

07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.

08. It is really cold in your house right now.

09. You are extremely dependent on others.

10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.

11. You ate a lot of food today.

12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.

13. People consider you as a happy sort of person.

14. Someone in your family is rich.

15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.

16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.

17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.

18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.

19. You have had a serious surgery.

20. Your house has a spare bedroom.

21. Your house is old.

22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.

23. You have never held a baby before.

24. You can’t handle toddlers.

25. You have a painting in your room.

26. You have been to Canada.

27. You have been to Mexico.

28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.

29. You celebrate Easter.

30. You observe Lent.

31. You are Catholic.

32. You do not believe in God.

33. Religion is not important to you.

34. You want to have a small family one day.

35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.

36. You have more aunts than uncles.

37. You hate being too cold.

38. You currently are way tanner than everyone else.

39. You wear shoes in your house.

40. Your parents are clean freaks.

41. You are more messy than clean.

42. You are currently angry at someone.

43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.

44. Your desk is extremely clean.

45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.

46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.

47. You have no clue what that song is.

48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.

49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.

50. Politics are boring to you.

51. You take a vitamin daily.

52. You feel like you are sick often.

53. You hate throwing up.

54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.

55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.

56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.

57. You love getting bubble baths.

58. You do not like chocolate at all.

59. You are allergic to nuts.

60. You have been stung by a bee before.

61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.

62. One of your parents is 50 or older.

63. You are the baby of your immediate family.

64. You hate broccoli.

65. Cooked carrots are good, though.

66. You go on tumblr too much.

67. You are really comfortable right now.

68. You like witty t-shirts.

69. You are a major fan of underground bands.

70. You have been on an airplane before.

71. You are not afraid of heights.

72. You consider yourself paranoid.

73. You have had a panic attack before.

74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.

75. You would choose the elderly over children.

76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.

77. You like the color green.

78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.

79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.

80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.

81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.

82. You are a big breakfast eater.

83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.

84. You are craving something salty.

85. You have been in a car today.

86. There is something plugged in near you.

87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”

88. You do not like medical television shows.

89. You prefer horror to comedies.

90. You adore Leo & Kate.

91. You think high-waisted pants look good.

92. You hate cheesy movies.

93. You enjoy camping out.

94. Bugs bother you.

95. You do well in school without trying.

96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.

97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.

98. You like energy drinks.

99. You like italics.

100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

You Won't Realize This As 'Extraordinary'

• A soldier of sorts is diligently fighting the fight so you don’t have to.
• Someone who suffered from a severe injury last year is back on their feet.
• A small group of people are building something that will soon make the impossible possible.
• Somewhere on Earth a double rainbow is stretched from one end of the horizon to the other.
• One of the next Billboard-chart-topping musical artists is patiently rehearsing in her garage.
• A piece of literature is being written that will eventually change your perspective on life.
• Young children all over the world are singing and dancing before they even realize there is anything that isn’t music.
• A friend is helping a friend rise above thoughts of suicide.
• Someone is thinking what you’re thinking, but hasn’t said anything yet either.
• Two people in your hometown are falling in love.
• Somewhere someone is admiring a breathtaking sunrise, and somewhere else a surreal sunset.
• People of various religious backgrounds are in temples, churches, mosques and other places of worship praying, wholeheartedly, for world peace.
• Someone who has struggled with their weight for the last several years is standing on a scale and smiling.
• Hundreds of cute elderly couples are celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary.
• A baby girl just took her first few steps without falling.
• Two best friends are laughing so hard they aren’t even making any noise.
• A future world leader is in grade school at recess.
• Someone is in the process of sincerely forgiving a seemingly unforgivable act.
• There’s a kid studying hard somewhere who aspires to get to where you are in life.
• A firefighter is running into a burning building to rescue a perfect stranger.
• Someone in your vicinity genuinely wants to be your friend.
• A young mom is lying in a hospital bed and holding her newborn baby twins for the very first time.
• Someone is taking a shower and singing happily at the top of their lungs.
• There is someone out there who smiles when they think of a specific moment they once shared with you.
• An alcoholic just celebrated one full year of sobriety.
• Volunteers in major cities all over the world are working at homeless shelters caring for those who are less fortunate than themselves.
• A young man is pulled over on the side of the road helping a young woman change a flat tire.
• A high school athlete just broke her own personal record.
• Two teenagers just received their very first kiss ever from each other.
• A husband and wife who were drowning in debt five years ago proudly hold a balance of zero on their credit cards.
• Someone is hugging a friend who desperately needs it.
• A new small business owner just wrapped up his first profitable yearworking for himself.
• A grandfather is holding his granddaughter’s hand and they’re both smiling from ear to ear.
• Someone just placed their spare change in the charity collection cup at the grocery store.
• A small group of friends are sitting around a table sharing funny stories and cheerfully reminiscing about the good old days.
• A breast cancer patient just found out her cancer is in complete remission.
• Someone out there is missing you and looking forward to your next visit.
• Honest people are working for various government entities to help protect your basic human rights and civil liberties.
• An emergency room surgeon is in the middle of saving his patient’s life.
• Someone is holding the door open for the person behind them.

I think, this is the reason why we never realize what we've got until we lose it. You owe those little things on earth, people. Love whatever you've got in life.